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The Death of an Artist

The untimely death of universe-building artist Alaric Silvershade sent shockwaves through the artistic community of the vorinians. After being seen as a rising star in the beginning of his career, for years, his work had been met with ridicule and dismissal, a laughingstock among peers and critics alike. Yet, in a stunning turn of events, the very same creation that had long been scorned had suddenly captured the admiration and awe of art enthusiasts and lay audiences alike. The news of Alaric’s demise spread like wildfire, and whispers of disbelief and bewilderment filled the air. The murmur was that the now-celebrated artist had tragically taken his own life.

Senior Detective Marcus Grimes sat across from his eager young partner, Detective Jenna Andrews, as they discussed the peculiar case of Alaric Silvershade. The seasoned investigator was wary of the eccentric artist-types they’d have to deal with, but he was committed to doing his job. Jenna, on the other hand, appeared genuinely intrigued by the mystery before them.

“Sir, what do you make of this note found near his body?” Jenna inquired, handing over a piece of paper with Alaric’s scrawled message. “I am an artist. I do art to find meaning. But if the truth is meaningless, what is there for me to…”

Marcus studied the note carefully, weighing the implications of its cryptic words. “It could be interpreted as a suicide note,” he mused, “but it might also be just another artistic rambling. We can’t jump to conclusions just yet.”

Jenna nodded in agreement. “Right. So, what’s our next move?”

“We need to get a better understanding of Alaric’s state of mind in the days leading up to his death,” Marcus suggested. “His ex-girlfriend called us after hearing the news, and she volunteered to be interviewed about their last encounter. Let’s see what she has to say.”

Detectives Grimes and Andrews arrived at the residence of Alaric’s ex-girlfriend, Clara Bennett, who welcomed them into her tastefully decorated home. It was clear that she, too, was a part of the art world—her living space adorned with the snippets from universes that showcased her talent. Though not a star, Clara had found moderate success, her recent universe creation productions garnering respectable acclaim.

As they settled in, Jenna couldn’t help but ask if Clara had ended their relationship when Alaric’s ambitious universe production began to falter. To their surprise, Clara shook her head, “No, it was he who broke up with me. I believed in him, but he needed people to believe in his production, which, as you know, wasn’t going well. When I tried to reassure him that he’d find sponsorship for another production, he was offended. He wanted someone to say this production would work. I couldn’t lie that convincingly, and honestly, even he didn’t believe in it any more. Nobody did.”

When asked about their recent encounter, Clara revealed that she had reached out to congratulate and apologize to Alaric when his production finally took off. “I had moved on personally, but I felt it was right to acknowledge his success.”

Marcus inquired if she had noticed anything unusual during their meeting. Clara hesitated before answering, “He wasn’t elated as one might expect. He was incredibly sad and sounded almost incoherent at times.”

The detectives showed Clara the contents of Alaric’s note, to which she nodded somberly. “He mentioned something like that during our conversation, but I couldn’t decipher what he meant.” Although concerned, Clara admitted that she no longer knew enough about his personal life to intervene or alert someone close to him.

As the detectives prepared to leave, Clara offered one last piece of information. “When I left his place, a science professor from the university arrived to meet him. I didn’t catch his name, but he might be able to shed some light on Alaric’s state of mind.”

As they left Clara’s home, Senior Detective Grimes seemed convinced that Alaric’s death was a suicide. Jenna, curious about the implications, asked, “Does that mean we’ll close the investigation, sir?”

Marcus shook his head. “No, not yet. Our investigation isn’t thorough enough, and there’s still more to uncover.” He paused, then added uncharacteristically, “I want to know why he would take his own life at what is the most successful time in his career.”

Jenna was taken aback by her partner’s personal investment in the case. In all her time working with Marcus, she’d known him to be extremely competent but also emotionally detached from his work. His curiosities had always been limited to what would help solve cases, never venturing into the realm of personal interest.

With this new insight into her partner’s mindset, Jenna felt even more determined to uncover the truth. They decided that their next move would be to speak with Alaric’s sponsors and recent employers, hoping they might offer more information about his state of mind. Meanwhile, their colleagues would work on identifying the university professor who had visited Alaric shortly before his death.

Detective Jenna Andrews noticed a shift in her senior partner’s approach as they interviewed Alaric’s employers and sponsors. Grimes’ questions were more sweeping, as if he were trying to unearth the artist’s entire life story, not just the circumstances surrounding his death.

The employers didn’t have much to add. Alaric’s ambitious production going haywire hadn’t left him in financial ruin; he was a competent artist who managed to secure enough work to stay afloat. Though not the most social or happy person, there were no signs of serious issues like depression. Company would have provided help if needed, it was a policy mandated by law, and even during then years when failure of the production clouded his reputation, no one had ever seen him as suicidal. They were genuinely puzzled by the idea that he might take his own life now. As for any potential enemies or personal issues, they knew little about his family and couldn’t provide any leads.

The mood shifted significantly at the sponsor’s office. The atmosphere there made Jenna uneasy. The sponsors tried to convey sadness over Alaric’s death, but their thinly veiled delight at the success of their investment was difficult to ignore. Unsure of how to react, Jenna glanced at Marcus, who subtly acknowledged the situation but signaled for her to carry on. This was the reality of their world, and they had a job to do.

During their interviews, the detectives were given a detailed account of the now-famous universe-creation production by Alaric.

The art of universe-creation was one of the most challenging, costly, and powerful forms imaginable. A universe-creator had to meticulously plan every aspect of the universe’s life, from its settings and structures to its characters and events, its rules and consequences, its beginning, middle, and end. A creator had to ensure that the universe adhered to its own internal logic and principles, whether it was rewarding good deeds and punishing bad ones, or tracking the behaviors and consequences of its inhabitants as they related to a higher power. The process of building, maintaining, and managing a universe required immense resources, with the audience’s response determining the return on investment for sponsors and the financial success of the creators themselves.

Alaric Silvershade had been a rising star when he approached the sponsors with an idea born from his dreams. He proposed a universe that would require a substantial initial investment in resources and the establishment of fundamental rules governing its operation. However, once those rules were in place and the initial resources provided, the universe would evolve on its own, with no further management or maintenance needed. It was a high-risk proposition, as the large upfront investment would be irretrievable regardless of the production’s performance. Adjustments couldn’t be made along the way to respond to audience reception, as was possible with other, more conventional universe-creations.

Despite the risks, the sponsors were enticed by the prospect of backing an experimental universe, particularly one conceived by the rising star that was Alaric Silvershade. Those were the heady days when the art world was eager to invest in ground-breaking and unconventional projects, and the sponsors didn’t want to miss out on a potential blockbuster.

They agreed to provide the necessary funding.

Even with the substantial funding secured, it took Alaric a considerable amount of time to gather the necessary materials and refine the fundamental rules that had only vaguely appeared in his dreams. But eventually, everything was in place, and the universe was launched with a literal bang. The concentrated matter and energy exploded outward in a blast that reverberated throughout the world vorinians were the masters of. Jenna was too young to remember that, but Marcus recalled the launch now.

However, the initial excitement didn’t last. Although the universe was undeniably dynamic and ever-changing, with mesmerizing colors, sounds, and energy, it lacked a coherent narrative. It resembled a perpetually shifting canvas, with paint splattered haphazardly and no discernible meaning. As time went on, the audience lost interest, and revenue dried up.

Sponsors and supporters urged Alaric to step in and infuse his creation with some semblance of a story or drama. Yet, he remained steadfast in his commitment to a no-maintenance universe. He claimed that he had left no means for intervention, even by himself. While some suspected that his refusal to intervene was rooted in stubbornness or ego, the fact remained that no one could, or would, intervene in the universe’s progression.

Over time, Alaric was forced to take on other jobs to support himself and to fulfill his financial obligations to the sponsors – of a minimum monthly payment even if there were no revenues to be had. He still visited his universe occasionally, taking notes and observing the changes. However, he rarely saw anyone else there, aside from the occasional rookie reporter sent to write a review as a hazing assignment or a more experienced journalist being punished by their editor for some transgression. Alaric had a few unpleasant encounters with these reporters.

Sometimes, an earnest rookie would genuinely attempt to make sense of the universe and interview Alaric, but their efforts only served to irritate the artist. A few articles were published, mostly discussing the reporters’ boredom with the production and occasionally describing their unpleasant exchanges with Alaric. The once-promising universe creation was slipping further into obscurity.

Then, about a year earlier, things took an unexpected turn. A rookie reporter on a hazing assignment made a startling discovery. In a small corner of the universe, on a tiny, near-spherical rock, signs of life emerged. While not identical, these life forms behaved similarly to some of the simpler organisms found in vorinians’ own world. They were able to convert external energy into sustenance and were even reproducing. The seemingly pointless, sterile universe had given birth to life, and the reporter’s scoop, though not front-page news, attracted attention.

Initially, only a few hardcore art enthusiasts visited the universe after reading the article. But what they observed was mind-blowing, and word of this extraordinary phenomenon spread rapidly. Life on the small rock evolved and changed continually, becoming more and more complex. Continuous observation revealed that these transformations were not happening out of thin air; organisms’ offspring displayed small changes, some of which would spread throughout the species. Over time, these accumulated changes led to the emergence of entirely new organisms.

At this point, scientists took notice of the universe and its small corner of evolving life. A professor, particularly interested in understanding the origins of vorinians’ own world, approached the sponsors to request that the universe’s data be recorded in as granular a fashion as possible. He believed that the universe had inadvertently become a fascinating experiment that could help answer essential scientific questions about their own world. The professor agreed to sponsor the data recording and storage using his own grants, even leaving a small profit for the sponsors. The sponsors, already enjoying a significant financial return from the universe’s newfound success, happily welcomed another source of revenue and began recording the data.

Alaric, the artist, was also reaping the benefits of his creation’s popularity. Everything seemed to be going well for him, which made the idea of him committing suicide even more baffling.

Jenna wondered how the universe would continue now that the artist was dead. However, she was reminded that this universe didn’t require any management or maintenance. The sponsors were set to enjoy an incredible return on their investment for a long time to come.

The detectives obtained the name and contact information of the professor from the sponsors, fairly certain that he was the one the ex-girlfriend had seen visiting the artist. Their next stop was Professor Thompson’s residence. Of all the people they had met in connection with this case, the detectives found the professor to be the one mourning the tragedy the most.

“We cannot protect our geniuses. Truth indeed is meaningless,” the professor mumbled as he invited the detectives to take a seat.

They were surprised by his choice of words and the parallels with the artist’s note. Upon questioning the professor about it, the detectives learned the rest of the story.

In recent months, something even more extraordinary had happened on that small rock within the Alaric Silvershade’s universe. As life evolved and became more complex, some very intelligent species appeared, comparable, if not quite equal, to the vorinians in terms of intelligence and their ability to change and control their environments. One species now seemed to have practically taken over the world of that rock. Because the data wasn’t recorded for a long time, Professor Thompson and his team didn’t fully understand all of their behaviors or communications, but there were so many parallels to their own world that they could make very informed guesses about what was happening. They started organizing themselves. Small settlements emerged; then more complicated forms of society developed. They had religious beliefs, rituals, education, traditions, and families like the vorinians. Their politics was complex, with alliances constantly shifting and the rise and fall of kingdoms happening all the time – it was all so fascinating. Ideologies emerged and fell out of favor. Murders, conspiracies, revolutions, art, music, and even their own form of universe-creation were present in their society.

“They have become like us?” Jenna blurted.

Professor Thompson nodded and repeated, slowly, “They have become like us.”

The detectives asked him to elaborate on his interactions with Alaric. The professor explained that together, they had worked on interpreting the changes in the universe. As the world of the dominant species in the artist’s creation became more like the vorinians’ world, they reached a ground-breaking conclusion: their own origins might share similarities with the species in the artist’s universe.

The professor went on to discuss the many different theories that had been proposed about the nature of the world, often found in religious texts. He explained that universe-creating artists had attempted to design universes based on these theories, but none had ever resembled their own world – until now.

The detectives took a moment to process this revelation, realizing that the newly commercially-successful universe created by the artist could potentially answer one of the most profound scientific and philosophical questions of all time: how did we come to be?

“Goodness! What does it all mean for us?” Jenna detected a note of almost fear in her senior partner’s question. He was definitely more agitated than she had ever seen.

“Are you religious, Detective?” the professor asked in return.

“I… I think I am spiritual, though I don’t necessarily believe in a particular religion.”

“You believe in a higher power?”

“Yes.”

The professor looked at them solemnly and said, “If our interpretation of this universe is correct, then there may not be a higher power in our world either.”

Everyone fell silent.

Professor Thompson broke the silence after a while. “My team and I are still trying to figure out what directed the evolution of life and species in Alaric’s universe. Why they changed one way versus the other, why certain species survived and others became extinct, and why some species became dominant. But the funny thing is that the dominant species in this universe seems to have progressed faster. They seem to have been able to figure out how they came to be and also to have a theory about why evolution happened a certain way. Now, as I mentioned earlier, because of a lot of missing data, we don’t totally understand their communication and behaviors, but we are working on that too. Either on our own, or by understanding them, I hope to have a better answer for this.”

He paused, looking solemn. “But Alaric had reached the conclusion that the truth, and our lives, are meaningless. The last time I met him, I got very worried. I tried to get him to talk to a psychiatrist friend of mine. When he wouldn’t agree, I tried to get my friend to visit him, but Alaric didn’t even open the door. Before I could figure out what to do next, I heard the news. I was still processing it, and before I could call the police, you called. So, here we are.”

After a long pause, Marcus asked, “Your psychiatrist friend will confirm that you contacted him?”

The professor nodded.

Marcus stood up and Jenna followed him promptly.

“Excuse me,” Professor Thompson asked hesitantly, “This may not be a great time, but after the case is closed, do you think it is possible for me to access Alaric’s notes. He would have notes from the time we weren’t recording the data. It may really help.”

“You should engage a lawyer for that,” Grimes responded practically, “his personal belongings, and copyrights, will be subject to inheritance laws. So, I don’t know. But–”

“Yeah?”

“Will you let me know once you have found the answer?”

The professor nodded.

“I think forensics will confirm that it is a suicide,” Marcus said once they were outside.

Two months later, Grimes received an email.

Dear Detective Grimes,

I managed to obtain Alaric’s notes, and we’ve made rapid progress in understanding the dominant species on that small rock of Alaric’s universe. We’ve also made observations in other parts of the universe, where similar processes are occurring and are in still earlier stages. So, I have a fairly confident answer to the question that was left unanswered in our last conversation.

We already knew that organisms were changing on that rock. The question was what directed the change. The answer is surprisingly simple: survival. When organisms reproduce, their offspring often have some random, small changes in them, mostly not very discernible. However, some of those changes enable them to live longer and reproduce more. The offspring to whom these changes are successfully passed, in turn, live longer and reproduce more. So, slowly the individuals with such changes come to dominate the species and in effect the change spreads to the entire species. A lot of such changes accumulate over a long time, altering the species completely. It may be difficult to fathom that the currently dominant species, which is so complex biologically, could have evolved from the early simple organisms we noticed on the rock. But remember that their time is much slower than ours. What is one year for us is millions of years for them. They had ample time for changes to accumulate.

There are many things to explore, and we are learning something new and fascinating almost every day, much of it from that dominant species in the universe. We have given them a name – humans.

I hope this satisfies your intellectual curiosity. If you have more questions and have patience with scientific writing, I would be happy to send you the papers that will soon be published.

Now, on to the unhappy topic of Alaric’s death, now confirmed as suicide. As a scientist, I waited for substantial evidence to come to this conclusion, but Alaric, as an artist, was convinced that this is what was happening, as I discovered in his notes. And he was not wrong. If changes are random, and survival depends on external circumstances, we are really living in a random, inherently meaningless world. I am an optimist and can still find meaning in small things. Given that we as a species has evolved and survived, I take joy in making this discovery that this is how we may have come to be. But if Alaric concluded that everything is meaningless, I don’t think he was wrong. I tried to push psychiatry on him, as any other well-wisher would have. But is this really about mental health?

I am not so sure.

Sincerely,
Professor Thompson

Information

Transferring 200+ GB data from Amazon Drive to Dropbox

Amazon has announced that it is going to discontinue Amazon Drive in December 2022. If you have not heard of the product, perhaps that’s the reason for discontinuation. But if you were aware, like me, and worse had been using it to store large amounts of data, then you may be looking at moving it. Photos and videos will still be available through the Amazon Photos app. But while my windows Amazon drive app has somehow metamorphosed into the Amazon Photos app, Amazon Photos still doesn’t seem to be available on the Play store for Android in India yet. So, even though I was using it to store photos and videos, accessing them when I wanted was tedious and the photo experience on the Amazon Drive app is pretty bad. Given that I ended up upgrading my Dropbox since then, it made sense to move those to Dropbox, but 200+GB data transfer sounded daunting and hence I didn’t start looking at solutions until the discontinuation was announced.

Downloading from Drive and uploading to Dropbox was the obvious brute-force solution. But I didn’t have enough space on my local machine to download all of it together. Doing it folder by folder was turning out to be really tedious. But finally, these three things came together to make it a little less tedious.

  1. Amazon Drive metamorphosed to the Amazon Photos app on windows, which has a Download functionality. It queues up all the files you want to download and then downloads them in reasonable chunks. It has pause and resume functionality, which was essential to manage what would be a longish process.
  2. Dropbox app on Windows.
  3. The delightful feature on Dropbox which I had totally not noticed until now, which is “Make files online only”.

#3 was the real deal. Dropbox had had a selective sync feature for a while now, where you can choose not to sync certain folders on specific devices to save local space. But that results in an out-of-sight-out-of-mind situation. Make online only is a feature where you can still see your files and folders on your laptop, but those are just references. They are stored only on the Dropbox server and may be temporarily downloaded when you access them. This is a brilliant way to save local space without losing sight of your files. But more importantly in this case, it also helped in freeing up space as the download and upload of Amazon Drive data was happening. So, I didn’t need to worry about having the entire 200+ GB space available on my machine. Selective sync would not have helped there.

Here is what I finally did.

  1. Started downloading the top-level folders through Amazon Drive. Set the Download location to a Dropbox folder
  2. Dropbox would automatically sync the downloaded files since they were in a Dropbox folder.
  3. Occasionally, I would make the Dropbox folder “Online-only”. Then all the files downloaded until then, once synced, would be stored only on Dropbox Server and local space would be freed up.

3rd step was essential to deal with the situation of not having enough space locally to let everything download there. This was the reason it took me over a day because I would pause Download when I was not near my machine, for the fear of filling up the local space. Otherwise, it went smoothly.

Of course, you also need a generous Internet connection – both speed and data limit-wise so that you don’t exhaust your quota and get it done in a reasonable time. Our ACT connection came through.

Travel

Mauritius – In Africa, between India and Europe

The overarching feeling I got in Mauritius was that I was in a place between India and Europe. The creole food looks and tastes pretty close to Indian food – the African heritage is probably hidden in some actual ingredients – European food is ubiquitous, tasty, and possibly more authentic than average Indian adoptions. Hinduism is the largest religion followed by Christianity and Islam. A visit to the major Hindu religious place of Ganga Talao gives the vibe not just of a generic Indian Hindu religious place, but very specifically of Bihar – Hindi bhajans, visible pooja rituals, bright clothes, saree wearing style (seedha palla) – I might have been at the City Kali temple of Purnia – my hometown in Bihar. I almost expected to hear Hindi, Maithili, Angika, Bhojpuri or Magahi, but what came out of people’s mouths was French and French-based creole. On our next stop, however, we enter a rhumerie (rum distillery) with its chateau and a chimney, charming gardens, and a fancy restaurant that serves a very creole version of sabji-chawal with a very European plating and offers Rum tasting. Most of the menus in the eateries at Caudon waterfront (and the pronunciation of “Caudon”) are in French, but the movie theater right here is showing all the latest Bollywood releases. TV serials and radio programs are also dominated by Hindi and Indian content. Despite it having been a British colony before its independence in 1968, and the official language still being English, the real link language is French and we struggled to order Veg and Egg Fried rice as our first meal in Port Louis in English. Fortune turned when the guy suddenly asked, “Idhar khana hai ya lekar jaana hai?” (or something like that. For the non-Hindi speakers, he asked us in slightly broken Hindi if we wanted to eat there or take away). After that, we managed to complete our order with Hindi keywords. Yes – between India and Europe.

Our first Creole meal.

Compared to any Asian or European country we have visited, Mauritius is a curious experience. The country has a very short history of human habitation and that history is also curious. The island was known to Arabs but never used or occupied by them. Portuguese landed in 1507 but they also didn’t do much. The first people to attempt colonization were the Dutch. After landing in 1598, the real attempts began in the late 1630s, but ultimately, they decided it wasn’t worth their while and abandoned it in 1710. French came in 1715 and they managed to finally colonize the island. They lost it to the British in 1810 during what the outside world would know as the Napoleanic wars, but in Mauritius, we didn’t see the Napoleanic wars referred to. The internal star of that period there is the battle of Grand Port on the southeast of the island, which actually the French won. But then the British managed to turn the fortune three months or so later. Dutch brought slaves to get the necessary labor to colonize the place, and also brought sugarcane crops. French and British continued bringing slaves and building the sugarcane-based economy. British had to deal with the abolition of slavery in 1835 and in finding the solution to that created the India connection. The solution was indentured labor, primarily from India. The descendants of Indians are the largest ethnic group in Mauritius today, and also the bearer of their largest religion of Hinduism (and also Islam as far as I know). According to whatever source Wikipedia uses, as far as mother tongue goes after Mauritian Creole at 86.5%, Bhojpuri stands next at 5.3%.

A scene at Ganga Talao.

And in this curious history lies the source of curiosities we witness today. There is no group that can claim to be a “native” of Mauritius. The history is too recent and well-known for anybody to claim otherwise. But most people don’t track their identities to some other native country (like India) either. Nor does any one of the three colonial powers receive special treatment either in terms of identifying with them, or hating them.

Rhumerie de Chamarel.

The religion and culture from India have survived, however, and become Mauritian. Those displaced from their origin as slaves the world over had lost their identities owing to the deliberate practices of slave owners. The case of indentured labor is slightly different though. Technically indenture was a 5-year work contract. Although, the respect for their rights, labor conditions, and rules of engagement were nowhere near the modern standards of a fair work contract, given that they worked for a pittance, under bad conditions, for very long hours, didn’t have the freedom of movement beyond the plantation they were attached to, and could be severely punished monetarily and physically for missing work, they were still considered individuals and humans, a party to a contract, and not a property. And that little distinction meant that their cultural identity was not erased. At the same time, one has to remember that people wouldn’t have signed up for indentured labor and left their homes for unknown territories for the sake of opportunities, fun, or adventure. They must have been desperate and must have had little to nothing to lose at home. It would have been impossible for them to maintain connections “back home”. Technically, they were supposed to come back after completing five years of indenture. But British stopped paying for their passage back home after a while and their earnings were not sufficient to pay for it either. So, while a decent number returned initially, most had to stay back. So, the religious and cultural practices were carried out in an environment disconnected from their origins, with a limited number of fellow indentured labors to keep the community memory going while struggling to survive and raise the next generation, and without the support of any elite class that has the leisure to codify and formalize the religion or splurge on maintaining it. That it survived and flourished is a big deal. Probably the centuries of continuity despite changes and evolution in India does confer some longeivity on Hindu religion. However, we should be wary of taking pride in this religious and cultural export to the island. Because the reason they went was that this country could not take care of them. And they stayed because even that big a risk didn’t pay off enough to help them come back. Neither can be a matter of pride.

(Indian traders and artisans also went to Mauritius, which would be, of course, a more privileged group and might have helped in the cultural and religious exchanges.)

A Gujarati trader’s shop in Port Louis.

But all that is in the past. Today, most people of Indian origin may vaguely know the region their ancestors came from, but some may not be sure even of that. Some have tracked their origins more diligently. But even that doesn’t really seem to be a search for identity. Their identity is Mauritian.

This is an article I found that seems a good source of an insider’s view of Mauritian Hinduism. Of course, given the site it is on, it may be overemphasizing the practice and importance of religion, and the article is based only on the people who are religious, but it gives a good view of what religion is like in Mauritius. As an Indian, it seems familiar and yet creolized in some ways. For example, the biggest Hindu festival on the island is Mahashivaratri. Like, crazy big – roads blocked, schools closed for a week, kaanwariyas marching to Ganga Talao and basically blocking all the roads in the process. The biggest festival in India, of course, varies from region to region, and Mahashivaratri is an important festival celebrated almost across the country, but I cannot imagine any particular region which will think of Mahashivaratri as the most important and the biggest festival for them. It took Mauritians for Mahashivatri to get that distinction. The other big Hindu festivals are Holi and Deepavali. Dushehra, Rakshabandha, Janmashtami, etc. are also celebrated, as may be many other festivals of communities of different origins. But there is one festival that is conspicuous by its absence for the Bihari in me. The biggest group within the descendants of Indian Hindus are the descendants of Bhojpuri-speaking folks from Bihar/Eastern UP. Hence, its position as a mother tongue even today. But Chhath is not celebrated in Mauritius as far as I can tell. In India that’s the festival that has become the unique signifier of the regional culture of Bihar, so why did that not get exported? Was it not that big a festival at the time the migrations happened (1835-1910)? Was it difficult to maintain by the impoverished indentured labor community? (With the soop-baskets full of sweets, fruits, etc. that are offered during the festival, it feels like a celebration of plenty!) Or it just happened because things happen sometimes for no grand reason? I don’t know right now. I noticed in the article how everyone talked about the samskaras they have gone through and the ones they are expecting in the future. Now, I understand the concept, but I have not ever heard it being talked about in those terms. Do you really ever list that you have gone through namakarana and vidyarambha samskaras, and are waiting for vivaha samskara? But that seems like a perfectly obvious way to frame questions and get answers from Mauritian Hindus.

Dholl Puri. Indian English transliteration – Dal Poori. Indian origin is not difficult to see in the recipe as well as the name. But nothing exactly the same may be as popular in India.

Going by the article linked earlier, caste seems to have survived in Mauritius. I am curious about what were the castes from which people migrated. I would think it would be skewed towards lower castes. But I don’t know. I am also curious about the priests. I don’t suppose Brahmins would have gone as indentured labor (with losing caste on crossing the sea and what not). Did some of the non-Brahmins somehow become priests later? Or did the poor Brahmins indeed migrate as labor? Or did the priests land there later sensing an opportunity in serving the religious needs of indentured labor and their descendants? Like the Gujarati traders who went to supply what the Indian-origin population needed. I don’t know right now.

The current cultural influence of India is very high. But it has not much to do with tracking their religion, culture, or identity to India. It is just that due to the shared cultural history, the content resonates. The reason is similar to what makes Turkish shows often popular in India. The content resonates much more than American or Western European content would. Because of similar cultural norms, family identities, social expectations, etc. And my guess is that more prevalence of Hindi than I had expected is not because of Bhojpuri-speaking ancestors, it is because of current cultural influence through media and content. Workers from India and Bangladesh still go to Mauritius to work in retail, construction, and other industries. That might be another source of Hindi prevalence. Mauritius airport has signboards in four languages – English, French, Chinese, and the fourth one is in the Devnagari script. I am not sure if that is in Hindi or Bhojpuri. “Welcome” is translated as “स्वागत हे” – is that Bhojpuri, or the wrong spelling of है in Hindi?

Food court in a mall. Note Hindi on the board (chaat ka asli maza).

Another curious thing about Mauritius is that there is no historical enemy of the nation. Not even any of the colonial powers are seen that way. Dutch came and went. In 1998, Post-British, independent Mauritius celebrated 400 years of Dutch landing with a monument at their site of landing. French came and lost to the British. And the museum in Mahebourg boasts of having been a hospital that treated the injured leaders of both the French and British sides. British also signed a nice treaty with the French according to which French people (plantation owners etc.?) could continue living on the island, and the french administration, systems, customs, as well as languages were maintained. And hence the prevalence of the French language as the link language even today, although from 1810 to 1968, it was a British colony. The cultural and trade ties also seem stronger with France than the UK. France is also the biggest source of tourists to the island. (India is also pretty high up in the list, but it doesn’t seem very popular with the Americans yet.) Communicating in English is often difficult in Mauritius. The only British thing seems to be that they drive on the left side of the road (which was a boon since we rented a car and were driving ourselves!). Even the British as the latest colonizers are not the enemy. The first prime minister of independent Mauritius didn’t feel the need to drop “Sir” from his name Sir Seewoosagur Ramgoolam (let me transliterate that name to the Indian English spelling of Sir Shivsagar Ramgulam!) and his party didn’t even want independence from the British. There were other parties who wanted independence, but overall it seems like the British decided that they can’t be bothered with colonies anymore and thrust their independence on them! So, India has the British as the historical enemy and the pride of independence struggle, Vietnam has 1000-years of Chinese domination story, followed by French and Americans as colonial and capitalist enemies, Cambodia has Thailand and Vietnam, before French and then the home-grown Khamer Rouge, many African countries have French, but Mauritius has none. Dutch, French, British, and independent Mauritian governments are all just part of the flow of history. Bad things have happened (slavery, indentured labor), but that is what has built the nation, and there seem to be no enemies.

So, the Mauritian identity doesn’t trace itself to some long-gone past in another native country, and it isn’t something that has been built against a common enemy either. That’s curious and unique I think – and almost unbelievable – too good to be true. There must be internal fault lines, which I don’t know enough about. But if those fault lines don’t become overwhelming and if the Mauritian identity continues to be Mauritian without having to have an outside reference – of some glorious past in a distant land, or of an enemy situated out of context, that would be a good thing, a beautiful thing. That sounds more romantic than I feel comfortable with!

Oh yes! It’s a beautiful country and the beaches are awesome and it is a haven for watersports. But you already know that.

Yes. Beaches are beautiful and water turquoise and blue!
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Mindfulness

There is a lot of spiritual mumbo-jumbo around meditation and mindfulness. Even when you specifically try to learn stuff from people who would proclaim a no-nonsense approach, it seems almost impossible for them to stop themselves from indulging in profound-sounding vacuousness.

BUT

In this sea of annoying and irritating inanities, there was one really insightful idea. The idea that thoughts take over your mind uninvited, unbidden. We don’t seem to have control over our minds in that way. We are constantly thinking when there is no need to, when we don’t really want to. The aim is not to get rid of thoughts or to not think. The aim is to think when you want to and to not have thoughts colonize your mind otherwise. The real lightbulb moment for me was the realization of just how difficult that is. Trying to be mindful for even a few minutes is impossible and the experience is very humbling.

I am just starting on this journey. Not with an aim to actualize myself or discover the mystery of the universe. But with a much humbler and still very difficult aim of getting some control over my mind and preventing uninvited thoughts from colonizing it. Progress is embarrassingly slow. But it is how it is (and I don’t want to invite the mumbo jumbo of it’s not about progress etc.). At any rate, the insight was worth having.